addyfuckhead00

Wed, 29 Mar 2006 00:38:44 GMT

sweet live journal i never ended up using 8-]
yeeyee.

update? lifes ghey. schools ghey. people are ghey.

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 04:15:32 GMT

i second what someone recently said.
what happened to friendships?
yup, thats right.
people fucking change.

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 04:57:37 GMT

hhhmmmmmmmmmffffffff..

addy sleepy..

but cant sleep.

and its midnight.

and my shoulder suckss.

Thu, 12 Jan 2006 04:59:33 GMT

Fuck all of you.

I can't fucking stand people.

Fucking sick of it.

everyones wicked fucking shitty.

and im fucking donee with dealing with fucking faggots.

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 23:44:47 GMT

sooo vacation was pretty good. i spent everyday with greg and new years eve he slept over as well as leeza, lau, K, saraa, and josh..pretty fun timesss<33

Victoria's Secret Semi-Annual Sale started today!

me&greg are soooo there tomorrow..yayayay!

im going to start dancing 3 days a week while greg works..i need somethin to keep me busy while hes at work and i looooooove dancingggg.

oh i yelled at a fat girl today. she sucked.

my car is still a piece of shit....BUT...

I got a subwoofer for my birthday.

So my life is probably a little cooler than yours.

And my car is better.

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 12:08:16 GMT

happy birthday to me...

:-/

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 03:11:01 GMT

In all the seriousness I could ever sum up,

today was fucking awesome.

first, i got up at like 745, sat around and went to itrains in my pajamas..didnt even wear shoes. i finally finished my itrains..whats that mean? raise. yes.

next, came home and did a bit of laundry then waited for gregggg...dropped off his truck in brockton, got wendys, then went to his house for a bit...

i left at like 445 cuz he had work and i thought i had dance...did i have it? no because of school vacation...so what did i do? i visited sara ferry, of course! after about 30 minutes of that i left and went home..then my mom wanted to take me shopping for my birthday....amaazing. and because im soo materialistic ill list what i got.

*grey half shirt button up from ae, brown tube top from ae, miniiiiiiiii skirt from hollister, blue shirt from hollister[mega cute. mega], white booooots!, another pair of those pants i wear like everyyydayy and have in everyyyy color, a black tank, a brown cord blazer..super hahht, and i got the 3rd hole in my ears done! yayaay! so that means the total came out to like 130 and i got 100 left and am gonna get satellite in my roooom to go with my new tv<33 yayay.

and nowwwww to make my day 28464281686186x better...gregs comin back over! :o)

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 15:13:56 GMT

merry christmas!

greg got me the bestbestbest present everrr!

Sat, 24 Dec 2005 04:13:10 GMT

i'm just a stupid girl.

good thing i dont steal sarahs surveys

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 01:23:39 GMT

christmas is in 3 days. im not excited at all. why? its not special this year.
my birthday is 8 days away..and im not very excited for that either...17 is gonna suck because its gonna take forever to get my freedom. eeeergh.
say happy birthday to me. ill love it.

begin....
name-addy
age-16
age you look-about 16..
age you act-a little younger

What is....
the best time to take survey? when you have nothing else to do

the best time to eat tomato soup? all the time..ALL the time.

the best side dish for chicken fingers? salad

the best thing to do when bored? be with him<3

Name....
the last book you bought- harry potter 5..still havent gotten 6
the last person you IMed- probably greg
the last song you listened to- i was just listening to bangin beats on my way home
the last place you went- tj maxx

If....
If you could tell the world one thing,what would it would be? i hate dealing with bullshit
If you could move anywhere,where would it be? anywhere with him<3
If you could change one physical thing about you,what would it be? my nose/ smaller waist/ smaller feet
If you could change one thing about yourself in general,what it would be? i wouldnt be as stand-off-ish
My fav's....
animal-capybara
song- dont have one
color- pinkpinkpink!
hobbie-dancing
food-pizzaaa
place to go-anywhere with himmmm
outfit I own-light weathervane jeans and a plain fitted tshirt..set to go.
soda-COKE. sarah your a faggot pepsi sucks
alcoholic drink-caaaaappptainsss!
book-a walk to remember-nicholas sparks

end....
I hate when-i feel forgotten about
I love it when-someone does something special for me..doenst have to be a materialistic thing
I like to-sing/laugh/dance/play
I cry when-...ALL THE TIME.

Sun, 18 Dec 2005 19:12:21 GMT

i swearrrrr my car isnt wicked fucked up.
i swearrrrr i didnt get into an accident friday :/

imsodepressedlatelyidontknowwhy...

Wed, 14 Dec 2005 03:11:01 GMT

she's bitten her lip so hard for so long..
how much longer until she breaks through?
she'll stifle her tears for you..
why dont you see she'd give you her world?

:/

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 02:40:59 GMT

what sucks the most is growing up not knowing who you are.
and people bring you down every day..for what you are.
and you try defending who you are but it doesnt help.
and your friends poke fun at it, but it really hurts inside.

i dont wanna be the joke anymore.
i dont wanna be treated like nothing.
i dont wanna be treated like im stupid.
im not naive.
im not what you think i am.
i am not going to listen.
im sick of the comments.
and so sick of the jokes.
im not the friend you used to know.

HOW AHHHH YAHHHH

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 01:54:52 GMT

We're in love. and reealllllll cute.

Me and Mia are toooo!

and leeza and i have fun.

and rally day was awesome this year.

and then mike made that face.

greg and i painted later that day.

and leeza and sara liked my outfit an demanded to take a picture<3

then they both said they were ugly. so i proved them wrong and took a picture cuz they're cauuute. esp. leeza<3

and then i held the camera above my head and took a picture.

and then i did it again with the pink shirt on and kinda missed.

so i decided to go in the bathroom and take a picture that would actually work.

and did that.

the next day me and gregory snuggled :o)

and then my hair did that, sweet.

and then i took a picture of erik and cody at lunch. cuz i could.

we snuggled again that day!

and i tried to take a picture with michaela but missed.

and then i looked like a carrot.

and then i attempted another nate busride picture that still didnt come out.

and ended up just aiming at michaela.
sweet life addy.
<333333333

Here, have a survey.

Tue, 06 Dec 2005 02:46:50 GMT

Body: W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R

1. pierce your nose or tongue?: both, please.
2. be serious or be funny?: funny
3. drink whole or skim milk? whole
4. die in a fire or drown? drown
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A R E Y O U

1. simple or complicated?: very complicated
2. Gay? no.
3. Hardcore? no.
4. Honest? yah, sure.
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DO YOU PREFER

1. flowers or angels?: flowers
2. gray or black?: black
3. Color or Black and white photos?: color
4. lust or love?: love
5. sunrise or sunset?: sunset
6. M&Ms or Skittles?: m&ms
7. rap or rock?: omgzzz rock 4 lyff
8. staying up late or waking up early? i do both
10. eating apples or oranges?: orangessss
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DO YOU PREFER

1. being hot or cold?: HOTHOTHOT
2. sun or moon? SUN!
3. Winter or Fall?: winter. if im gonna be cold might as well be COLD.
4. left or right?: left.
5. having 10 acquaintances who will have sex with you or having 2 best friends: 2 best friends...
6. sun or rain?: sunnnn showers!
7. vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?: chocolateee
8. boys or girls: i love boyyss!
9. vodka or Jack?: JACK!
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ABOUT YOU

What time is it?: 9:30 p.m.
Name?: adriana
Nickname(s): addy, dri
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WHAT DO YOU WANT

Where do you want to live?: anywhere with him<3
How many kids do you want?: 2
What kind of job do you want?: HAIRDRESSUHH
Do you want to get married?: oh yess!
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UNIQUE

1. Nervous Habits?: stutter, talk fast, laugh
2. Are you double jointed?: my fingers and arms
3. Can you roll your tongue?: yeopp
4. Can you raise one eyebrow?: yep!
5. Can you cross your eyes?: yep!
6. Do you make your bed daily?: noo wayyy
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CLOTHES, ETC

1. Which shoe goes on first?: right
2. Ever thrown one at someone?: ohhh definetely
3. On the average, how much money do you carry in your wallet? usually from 5-20 depending on whether or not i just got paid/bought gas
4. What jewelry do you wear?: my watch and probably obnoxious other stuff
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F O O D

1. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: scoop it into my mouthhh
2. Have you ever eaten Spam?: yuckyyyy! no
3. Favorite ice cream flavor? i cant have just one favorite!
4. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet? probably like 4
5. What's your favorite beverage?: hmm... fruit punchh or coke
6. What's your favorite restaurant?: siam thai cuisine<333wsup
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GROOMiNG

1. How often do you brush your teeth?: Depends..usually in the morning and before bed..and if i go out..then before that too
2. How do you wear your hair for the most part?: down, straightened, or up in a ponytaillll
3. Have you ever dyed/highlighted your hair? i SWEARRR i didnt have blonde hair in freshman year
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MANNERS

1. Do you swear?: like a sailor
2. Do you ever spit: ohhhh yeah.
3. You cook your own food: my mom cooks my food.
4. You do your own chores?: of course
5. You got laid today?: nahh dude
6. You like beef jerky?: disgusting
7. You like pepsi or coke?: COKECOKECOKECOKE!
8. You plan on going to college?: i guess.
9. You're happy with your hair?: No, I am growing it out. STFU
10. You own a dog?: no :o( get me one.
11. You spend your money wisely?: I'm a mess.
12. You're always making new friends?: eff friends.
13. You like to swim?: in the water is warm, the weathers hot, and the sun is out
14. Have you ever got bored so you call a friend?: uhhhh ya
15. You're patient?: Not at all
16. You like this survey?: heh
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LET'S BE HONEST.

In the last month have you...

1. Had sex: gross.
2. Bought something: no way man!
3. Gotten sick: yesterday mornign was a BLAST at work.
4. Sang: of coursee!
5. Been kissed: manyyyy a time!
7. Felt stupid: every minute.
8. Missed someone: no?
9. Got drunk: nooope
10. Gotten high: no.
11. Danced crazy: i am crazy :)
12. Gotten your hair cut: i cut my bangs last week
13. Watched cartoons: ohh yah<3
14. Lied: probably to my parents about something dumb
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Last Person that...

1. Slept in your bed: me
2. Saw you cry: im not sure? gregory
3. Made you cry: Laalaaalallalaalaaaaa
4. Went to the movies with you: went with greg..like 278946327647126 years ago
5. You went to the mall with: greg
7. You went to dinner with: " "
8. You talked on the phone with: " "
9. Said 'I love you' to you: " "
10. Broke your heart: diusgfsgf
11. Made you laugh: ""
12. Bought you something: my mom? greg?
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Have You Ever...

1. Wished you were the opposite sex: noo thats reeeal weird
2. Snuck out of your house: noope
3.Gave money to a homeless person: possiblyyyyyy

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 19:47:02 GMT

thanksgiving was fuckin sick. i ate a LOT. and stuff. and the past like 2 weeks have been effing aweesome toooo! lots and lots of boy time and its sweet.

more or less i'm a school all-star lately.

i've been doing like all my work and paying attention. it's sweet.

i'm back to playing guitar again and im happy because i missed it. lets play together. itll be sweet.

it's almost christmas time. yeop. shopping, stress, crying, hating life. its gonna be fun. oh wait.

my birthday s december 30. what are you getting me?

stop by new years eve, but chances are i dont want you to stay longer than 10 minutes because i just want it to be a small crowd.

sorry if that like hurt your feelings or something .. you still cant stay the night.

& ya i love my life.

FUCK

Fri, 18 Nov 2005 21:01:45 GMT

I'm reeeal bored.
And have no clue what I'm doing tonight as of yet.
Sweet.
Oh yeah, I still have trust issues.
And probably always will.
That's what happens when so many people screw me over.
Fuck all of you.
Kthnx.

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 00:41:04 GMT

i lack trust.

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 00:33:30 GMT

i didnt end up going to semi..
but thursday night was veryyyy nice,
needless to say.
friday was awesome. greg came over at like 10 in the morning and we did things around my house then did things around his house until about 10...uhm yes, 12 straight hours with my boy<3
saaaturday..workworkworkkk until 12..then counted minutes..then headed to gregs at 530..
and today was all work and sitting around.

&report cards tomorrow...eeeeek!

SNATCH.

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 23:21:58 GMT

soo havent left for semi..about to now..
my night has already been ruined. lets see how semi turns out..
if i even end up going..seeing that my makeup is already ruined.
sweet :'(

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 22:19:06 GMT

soo lately..
-moms been a bitch
-i need to clean my room. bad.
-im stressed out
-i hate french this year
-gregs super cute
-my car is a piece of crap

yep.

and i might get a "promotion" at dunkies.

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 02:42:50 GMT

Tonight was fucked up.

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 22:25:18 GMT

so...

39 things you might not know about me...

1. what color are you underwear right now?
orange.

2. What are you listening to right now?
nothing.

3. What are the last 2 digits in your phone number?
79

4. What was the last thing you ate?
maybe a piece of chocolate...

5. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
tickle me pink

6. How is the weather right now?
fucking cold.

7. Last person you talked to on the phone?
my mom

8. Whats the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
eyes/lips

9. Favorite type of Food?
probably pizza

10. Do you drink?
mhm

11. Do you smoke?
qejhgweiyu

12. Ever get so drunk you dont remember?
ejhf

13. Hair color?
black at the moment

14. Eye color?
daaarrrkkkkk brown

15. Do you wear contacts?
nope

16. Single?
noope<333333

17. Favorite Month?
july

18. Have you ever cried for no reasson?
less than an hour ago.

19. Last Movie you Watched?
sisterhood of the traveling pants

20. Favorite Day of the Year?
my bday

21. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
i dont know

22. Hugs or Kisses?
both pleasee

23. Chocolate or Vanilla?
depends

24. What books are you reading?
nonee right now.

25.Piercings?
ears, twice. belly button soon i hope

26. Fav. Movie(s)?
tonssss of them

27. Fav. baseball Team(s)?
red soxxxxxxxx

28. Any pets?
cat

29. AIM?
yepp

30. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
butterrrrr

31. dogs or cats?
dogs

32. Favorite Flower?
red roses<3

33. Have you ever fired a gun?
my brothers old BB gun lol

34. Do you like to travel by plane as opposed to car?
i haaaaaate flying hatehatatehate!

35. Right handed or left handed?
left mostttt of the time

36. How many pillows do you sleep with?
2

37. Who are you missing right now?
my boyyyy

38. Who do you think is gorgeous/handsome?
my boyyyy

39. Do you think your ex misses you?
Hahaha.

As far as other things.
I sat down and seriously thought about my life today. I didnt just recollect the things that have been going on lately, but I seriously thought about things. I realized that my whole life someone who should be a part of my life has no time for me. It makes you think. Because supposedly he's supposed to unconditionally love me and be there, but if I meant that much to him, then how come he has never been in my life...
Did I fuck up and he's trying to make me realize that or is this way of technically being here but not ever being here. And I try to tell myself that I don't care but seriously little things set me off crying now. As much as I say I dont need him in my life..I do. I've managed to do pretty well no thanks to him and I feel sorry for myself because I wish that he was here for me through the whole decade and a half he missed out. It makes me so depressed to say I genuinly dont really love him. I can't. How could I if he hasn't shown much love for me...
16 years of crap from a man who isnt even here for me. Sweet.

And to you guys, thank you for listening to my rants...those who do.
<3

[and no this wasnt about greg, dumbheads]

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 02:42:46 GMT

Dear Halloween,
Fuck youuuuuuuu.

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 00:22:14 GMT

Do you like my semi dress?!